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January 2012

Fast. Hopefully.

I won’t take the apidexin till I start eating again, or laxatives for that matter.

I’ll be eating fruit again beginning Saturday, hopefully getting myself to around 157/158 by next Weekend, February 4th. Ugh that would be perfect. LEGGO

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I didn't take apidexin today.

In order to take it, I’d have to drink at least 2 water bottles within the span of the midterms I took today, and I didn’t want to be on the verge of pissing myself so I skipped out on it. I ate a lot today, I won’t sugar coat that. But with the 2-4-6-8 mentality, if I fast tomorrow or for the next 2 days, it should have a dramatic effect with the apidexin. 

Taking a break from laxatives though. I’ve been taking them for a solid week and it’s not having the greatest effect on me, but I won’t go into details.

Food tonight, water tomorrow.

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Not so bad.

After freaking the fuck out after a sort of mini binge, making myself throw up, and doing 10 minutes of cardio, the scale says I’ve already lost .2 pounds today. Okay. That’s okay. That’s fine, who am I kidding. That’s like normal. I lose 4 pounds in a day and get mad over a normal weight loss.

We’ll see tomorrow morning.

Jan 24, 2012
Why did I just make myself throw up..?
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I REGRET EATING
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Today's weight: 165.8

LOL losing weight rocks. A lot. 

Except I just ate an omelette and toast… and had a few other things that probably totaled under 500 calories. Whatever. I’m taking apidexin, maybe I’ll switch up my calorie intake. Meh

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