Really not that bad. I mean, it could be worse. I’m at 162, and I kind of just want to fast until 159. But at the same time I feel like fruit will get me there faster? I don’t know. But judging by my cramps and the amount of laxatives I took last night, I’m going to be leaving a lot of last night’s binge behind today. TMI?
I want to be a completely different person coming back to school after this week long break. Last time I did fruit I lost 12 pounds in 10 days, what if people who hadn’t seen me in over a week see 153-155 pound me? This break is meant to get a lot of my weight loss done in a short period of time. I need to start working out. And stop messing up like fucking yesterday. It started with a salad! A salad!! A ~100 calorie salad. And I was off. Ugh. Working out today would probably do me some good. Maybe I’ll do what I failed to do last time and just start from scratch tomorrow. I’ll fast today, and whatever weight I see tomorrow will be my new starting weight for which I’ll finish off the 7 days I started with.