It's Now or Never: Archive

ABC? Fast? Diet pills? Fruit?

Sep 1st

I just need to learn self control.

Sep 1st

I'm just going to try ABC.

Aug 30th

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Alright, it's time.

My motivation has kicked in. It’s a lot to explain, but I’m trying to lose weight for a specific person. The next time I see them, I want to look great. I want to be in the 140s by mid-October. I have to start now. There’s no question.

Aug 29th

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I just want school to start.

It’ll be so easy to get back on track once I’m in school, I know it.

Aug 25th

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One main source of motivation.

It’s so worth the trouble. SO worth it. When school starts, things will change for sure. Hopefully, August 27th will be the first day I can do things.

Aug 22nd

Aug 21st

33,559 notes

I don't even understand my weight or my metabolism...

I go from 174.2 to 175 to 174.6 to 175.8, in that order, in the span of 4 days. It’s so fucked up I can’t even fucking fathom it.

Aug 21st

Aug 20th

5,039 notes

Eats: gains weight
Doesn't eat: gains weight 
Exercise: gains weight
Breaths: gains weight

Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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Aug 19th

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Aug 19th

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Aug 19th

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Aug 19th

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ashbensos: my thoughts and prayers goes out to you americans who have never tasted kinder eggs

Aug 19th

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Yeah nope didn't lose weight

Gained it! Woo! But maybe tomorrow will be better. I just need to stop. It’s like two weeks until no more beach club which means no more eating SHIT. I have the motivation. I know what I wanna do. So I’m gonna do it.

Aug 19th

8/17/12

Weigh-in: 174.2 Pounds lost: 0.8 I was actually shocked to see that I had lost weight today. I started off yesterday well… for about an hour. Then had coffee. Then had a bite of carrot cake. Then toast with strawberry jam. And as far as binges go, I’m sure you could predict the rest of the story. I just ate like I normally did, except for the fact that I didn’t eat lunch. But...

Aug 17th

New high = new low.

Today, August 16th, 2012 is the day that things have to change. I am 175 pounds. One hundred and seventy five pounds. I’ve never seen that number before. The number 173 is the one that changed everything two years ago and allowed me to get down to 144 within a matter of months. This number is going to change more than just my weight. It changes the way I look at myself, the way I respect...

Aug 16th

I just need to get back into old habits.

I’m not having a repeat of this year, failure after failure. On December 17th, I want to be 135 pounds. Healthily, I can reach that weight on December 26th by losing 2 pounds a week, so that isn’t very far fetched. Can I reach that weight before that date using methods I’ve used in the past? Absolutely. It’s just about maintaining it, which I clearly have a lot of trouble...

Aug 16th

August 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd - FRUIT

Aug 15th

I'm done setting deadlines and not meeting them.

I want to be 159 when school starts. 159 by September 5th. I’m 173 now. I have about two weeks, which is just enough time if I eat nothing but fruit. If I want to be back at 145 by November, things need to change soon. Plus I’m getting a gym membership in September and I would love to have already gotten the ball rolling. I need to start tomorrow. I need to start tomorrow and not...

Aug 14th

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